Muslimah Impian

Comei sangat rupa awak bila awak betulkan tudung awak..

Cantik sangat rupa awak bila awak tadah tangan doakan mak ayah awak..

Ayu sangat rupa awak bila awak bila awak senyum ikhlas kat semua orang sekeliling awak..

Elegan sangat rupa awak bila awak pakai baju kurung warna kegemaran awak..

Awak, saya suka keimanan awak...Cantik, comei, ayu, elegan, tapi, awak masih muslimah pilihan saya..




Ni la gadis muslimah impian sun...insyallah...someday sun akan jumpa...

Difference

the biggest difference between you and her is you see me within, accept me without, doesn't hurt when your sayin, doesn't cut when you shout.. - Quote by Sun Ihsan

Farewell Thee - The Story

23rd September 2010
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some will ask "what the heck?the title is so romantic??"..
haha...so what?it's for a friend, though~!uhux3~!

Asma Azhan had went to Poland, continuing her study over there...so, i had planned everything to get there since i know that date she is going...

Ken Watanabe and me had decided to go to KLIA all the way from our college, back and forth because at the next day's morning, we had a examination to attend...i drove my mom's car from Ipoh, 250km away from KLIA right after class and stop by my home at Gombak to had some rest before continuing to KLIA...

when i arrive, i met Saifuddin Pauzi and then Asma and her family arrived..after that, Muhammad Amir Hamzah also arrive..

asma settle up her boarding issues and settle down with us..we had a great time even though the time we had is so short...i will never forget those moments when we had our laughter and joyful happiness all in the same time..

i will miss her and our gang...i will miss them so much...and i will miss Asma more and more...
all the best for her and the rest of our gang...love you guys~!

Friends Are Sent From Above

hi guys...sun nak cite pasal kawan2 sun ari ni..

ok..
now, sun rasa bersyukur sangat2..sebab i was granted by Allah with some people yang memang kawan2 yang baik bagi sun, and some, are undeniably really2 the best friends anyone could possibly own...

Muhammad Amir "The Fixer" Hamzah,
now this guy is really2 a nice guy...loves anything about computers, both hardwares, and software, and more beyond than that..he can be really2 crazy and serious in the same time..still fighting to achieve his life's dreams, but i never seen him give up..he is a fighter inside..a damn courageous fighter..

Saifuddin "The Bully" Pauzi,
even i always got beat up by him, actually, if you spend some time knowing how he would be, you will find out that he is a generous guy (i'm not saying this because he lend me a few bucks back then)..he always sees his friends entirely and willing to lend some hand just to make his friends happy...he tends to be a backdrop character, being a person that acts behind the big scene, but his role is so big, he can silently conclude everything single handedly...

Iqhwan "The Mastermind" Zulfiqar,
his will to achieve his dream to own everything he always wanted in life is so great, he is willing to grab every single chance that flashes in front of his eyes, without thinking if it's burning hot or sharply thorny...he had a big mind of himself, but never drops his friends out from the picture..when ever he wants to fly high, he will drag his friends along, showing how not selfish he is...

Ken Watanabe,
even though some times this guy really2 irritates me with his supreme cocky-ness and casanova figure, he is a tough guy to beat..always seeks for an alternate route when ever he bump into a dead end, he is quite a good role model for me (even though he is my follower, instead)..

now, the most special friend out of all,
Asma "The Loco Beauty" Azhan,
she is my greatest friend of all time..being a counselor for problems, a critisizer for doubts, a joker for sorrowness, and a lousy aunty for laziness (i'm sure to be dead when she got back from Poland)..she is a well educated girl, matured woman, and a funky loco loco hippie alll packed in the same box...she always facinates me with her talent, generousity, capability and lots of magical things she done throughout 4 years knowing her...she is the perfect girl for a friend, and a very good daughter for a family...

they built me up so strong now..i willing to die for them...
guys (a a girl, that is), i love you so much~!
thanks a lot~!

Reunion~!

28june 2010



ari ni sun adakan a small reunion dengan kawan2 sun masa kat SRJK(C) Lee Rubber dulu...
jangan pelik pasal nama tu sebab memang sun dulu masa sekolah rendah cina...
tu yang tau bahasa cina tu...

so, sun pick up Iqhwan (along) masa tengah ari..
then lepak kat umah sampai petang..then, Along bawa sun gi umah Farhan..sebenarnya, selama ni umah sun dengan umah Paan ni dekat je...jarak dalam 20 meter je..

lama tak jumpa dia..so borak pasal cerita lama2, gelak..tah la..rindu gila kat kawan2 lama..pastu dia offer kua kan majalah graduation sekolah tu..bila dia kua kan, terkenang saat2 masa kat sekolah dulu..rindu kot..

teringat macam mana terkial2 nak belajar satu bahasa baru dalam hidup,
nak bergaul dengan pelbagai kaum,
nak belajar nak berinteraksi,
nak kutip ilmu satu persatu untuk bersedia masuk ke tahap study yang seterusnya...

teringat jugak macam mana dengan kawan2..
kongsi nasi lemak banyak2, then combine n makan ramai2..ala2 nasi ambeng...
teringat macam mana kua daripada main gate sekolah dengan Along nak pegi Ong Tai Kim's KFC, n then dengan selamba yaya masuk balik..kompem2 kena tangkap dengan pengawas then kena libas tah bape kali dengan pengetua time tu.. -.-"

teringat how i like a girl so much~!
tapi dalam masa yang sama, sun benci dia sebab dia asyik dapat no 1 je...
last, sun kalahkan dia...
tapi, lepas kalahkan dia, ada lagi sorang student melayu upe2nya kat kelas lebih tinggi daripada tu.. -.-"
bak kata pepatah cina -
Satu Gunung Yang Tinggi, Pasti Ada Gunung Yang Lebih Tinggi Daripadanya

tapi, sun dapat kalahkan dia jugak n become the best malay student kat sekolah tu..huhu
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ok2..back to our main story...
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so, our meeting starts at 8 pm..ktorang meets up kat Wangsa Walk Mall, Wangsa Maju...
since sun, Paan, N Along came early, ktorang decide untuk settles up a debt - Along lost to me once in bowling game..so, to even things up, sun pun match dengan dia jap..
well, at the end, i won (again)....

then Farid, Faris, Izzati and Izzuan came...ktorang men bowling gak...n somehow, i lost..huhu

then ktorang gi Afrose kat Plaza Idaman, Gombak...
makan2 n tengok bola sekejap...
German vs England..
banyak benda ktorang borak..then Raja came..Syarial came..and last2, Hafiz came also...

argh..miss them so much...
even the truth is sun tak bape ingat dorang ni...tapi, still, sun tau dorang sape..sun penah kenal dorang...n dorang la kawan2 sun kat sekolah dulu..some 8 years ago...
8 years..wow...dah lama...

sampai situ je kot...tak banyak pun nak share...
juz, kepada kawan2 lama kami..
Shafiqah, Anupriya, Gillian, Usop, Khatijah, Ramadana, dan banyak lagi kawan2 kami, we miss you guys so much n sad that all of you couldn't attend...

sun ada organise reunion holiday trip to langkawi this year end..join ok?
love you guys~!
xoxo

23 June

ari ni, tarikh keramat bagi sun...
ari ni la ari pertama sun kenal erti cinta, rindu, kasih sayang..
ari ni juga sun tinggalkan segala bahagian gelap sun untuk bersama dengan orang yang sun sayang..

kita tengah bercerita tentang satu perhubungan yang diikat selama 4 tahun..
ye...
since 23 jun 2006, sun dan ex sun dah kapel..
kami mula2 de hubungan, bukan atas dasar pape pun, just, sun just sebagai alat untuk dia sakitkan ati ex dia masa tu...
tapi, lama kelamaan, it changes...
sun makin sayang dia, n dia makin sayang sun...

kisah kami, biar sun je simpan..just, sun nak bagitau korang, ari ni, ari keramat bagi sun..i love this date so much..

even kami tak bersama lagi, sun akan sambut tarikh ni tiap tahun, tiap bulan seperti selalu..
sebab, ari ni la ari seorang budak lelaki jatuh cinta dan berubah menjadi seorang lelaki dewasa...

kepada semua : hargai intan yang menemani korang sebab bila korang kehilangan dia, korang akan dapat rasa setiap saat bersama insan tu adalah saat paling manis dalam hidup korang..

thanks kepada allah yang menciptakan cinta untuk kita manusia...

Travel~! Pantai Puteri, Melaka~!

Yup~!betul tu~!sun travel sampai ke Melaka~!
sun terbaca tentang sepasang pantai kembar kat negeri ni..
sun teringin nak pergi so last2 sun dapat gi jugak...
pasal roadtrip nak gi, sun malas nak cerita sebab panjang lak kang..tak campur ngan picts yang sun amek..huhu..

so, sampai2 kat sana, sun nampak kat sebelah kanan pantai tu ada tempat penyimpanan minyak milik Petronas..n sun bangga coz dorang pandai jaga kebersihan pantai supaya tak tercemar despite dorang dok simpan ngan proses minyak kat sebelah..sun belajar tempat simpan minyak ni pun masa form 5, subjek tambahan - geografi..huhu..so ingat sampai sekarang sebab namanya senang ingat - Tangga Batu..uhux~!

tempatnya cantik..luas sangat2 horizon..and kalau pandang elok2, kat ufuk sebelah sana lautan tu nampak macam tanah besar indonesia lak..uhux~!sun pun cari port, n sun lepak..sun dok main dengan pasir, men ngan air laut, tapi sun tak mandi coz sun travel bidan terjun, means tak bawak perkakas n pakaian spare..uhux~!sayangnya~!

Pantai Puteri ni dia berkembar..terpisah dengan kembarnya kat sebelah kanan oleh satu parit yg ditambak dengan batu2 so nampak macam tanjung kecik yang pisahkannya..nama pantai kembarnya Pantai Kundur..comei tol nama pantai..macam dalam cerita bawang putih bawang merah lak~!uhux~!

sun banyak amek gambar..coz, scenery dia lawa sangat2~!pantai ni agak jauh masuk ke dalam kampung2 so agak susah nak gi, tapi, kalau de transport sendiri, pasti senang..siyes, sun dah hafal jalan dia..nak tau?sun leh cerita kan...

daripada tol highway Plus, exit ikut tol Simpang Ampat..bila klua je tol, akan ada satu bulatan, so, amek 9 o' clock..tak paham?ikut kanan daa....huhu..
then, terus tak henti2...then, be aware of signboard coz its important to know where we are..lepas kita masuk ke daerah Melaka Tengah (JKR punya signboard), jalan terus lagi..then, lepas tu akan ada flightover ke tol Ayer Keroh hala selatan..takpe, terus lagi..untuk pengetahuan, kita akan lalu banyak sangat2 traffic light~!so, sabar la yek?
ok, sambung cerita, jalan terus, sampai kita nampak satu signboard kat sebelah kanan yang tulis "Simpang Ke Tangga Batu & Pantai Puteri", so, ikut kanan masa kat simpang traffic light lepas tu..
then, terus lagi..still ikut signboard sampai kita nampak satu simpang ke Tangga Batu & Pantai Kundur, so Pusing kanan..Then terus sampai jumpa T-junction, pusing kiri..(ingat,,kiri..sebab kanan tu Pantai Klebang yg dah xde pantai coz dh buat umah kat situ..such a waste~!)...
terus, then kita akan jumpa T-junction lagi..pusing kanan lak lepas ni..now, go straight..then kita akan lalu kawasan perindustrian Tangga Batu, n Loji Minyak Petronas Tangga Batu..and then, WALAH~!kita dah sampai~! =)
kalau salah direction sun ni,sila tanya kat mana2 gerai kat tepi jalan coz trust me, dorang sgt2 baik~!orang Melaka sgt2 ramah~!

huhu..bila dah dekat senja..sun pun siap2 nak balik..tapi, memandangkan masa tu tengah dekat2 senja, sun pun lepak jap coz nak tengok matahari terbenam...siyes sun cakap, cantik sangat2...kebetulan, kat belakang atau bertentangan dengan matahari terbenam ada awan mendung sangat2, n ada terbentuk pelangi yg paling besar sun penah tengok~!huhu..
pemandangannya cantik sangat2..tak sia2 datang jauh2...pengalaman ni amat manis untuk sun..sun akan bawa family sun kesini satu hari nanti..n mungkin, sun akan bawa orang yang paling sun cintai bila sun dapat hati dia, one day..uhux...tu pun KALAU DAPAT..huhu...

pantai puteri, sun tinggalkan kenangan sun kat sini...semoga, sun dapat datang lagi..
sun try upload seberapa banyak pict..enjoy ye?

20 Mac 2010 - birthday eve

ari ni, an amazing thing epen to me - i meet my old buddies back from my early days in junior school - Sekolah Rendah Jenis Kebangsaan (Cina) Lee Rubber - Iqhwan Zulfiqar (Along) And Nurul Izzati Ab Hamid (Zati)

selepas 8 thun brpisah lps skolah rndah, we finally reunited through a good junior of mine - Aliff Asyraff yg add sun kat Facebook then dia add along n then add zati~i saw the notification n i knew dat im not mistaken dat it is them~i added them n im right~!

today, we met each other~
the day start with sun bgn awal (which is difficult for me to do it when its holiday)~
i met with Aisya dats a very close fren of mine~she bring along Baby (which is her car of course) n we went for a breakfast at Old Town Coffee Shop at Taman Melati~
then both of us started to contact along which had to go to Kuala Pilah to visit one of his relative dat fall ill suddenly~while awaiting him to return, we fetched Zati at her home in Gombak then we also fetch Zati's BFF - Bella~
then, we immediately rushes to Sunway Piramid since im gonna battle Along for a bowling match~when we got there, Along hasnt arrive so i go for a peek~there's an international tournament held in the same time, in the Sunway Mega Lane so we cant play there~

pastu, sun nmpk Along~Zati is so excited to see him~
i introduced Aisya to them n they seem frenly with each other~

then, after quite a discuss bout where should we head next, we finally decided to go to Selayang Mall n battle there~
on the way there, all of us started to get flash back bout our memories at the school~
yup~!we missed the moments so darn much~!being all grown up now, but, we seem cant erase those happy moments~!

we arrive at Selayang Mall, n i quickly check in a lane~
we prepare our self, while the girls went for lunch, we start to play~

and like i expected, Along is quite a match for me in Bowling~!
but, i beat him~i won 3 games n he wins 1~
i beat him by 40 pinfalls~
he swears dat the next time he'll get his revenge so i wanna stat here to Along - BRING IT ON~!

its such a short day for us~
we split up~
aisya went back home~n reminded me of the birthday gift she gave over weeks ago~
so early~huhu
along n bella went to take the LRT home~
me n zati hang out at my house for awhile before i sent her home~
she also gave me a gift for my birthday~
its such a very short day but happy in the moment~!
im glad i hav frens like them~!

i love all of you~!

2nd week sem2 - critically homesick

its now second week of the semester 2~back at the banglo, the water supply n the the electric has been restored~THANK GOD~~!!

we hv been started the classes for bout a week already~since there's no orientation for the second sem, we proceed to the topics n push damn hard (like usual) to finish up the everlasting-long-like-the-everlasting-long-roads chapters bout medics, paramedics, emergencies, n medications~

it has been like i was really a paramedic already~~!!its sounds interesting n it is~!!but, there's a prob : the classes r too long n it takes a whole day long, even adds up with some night classes~~!!
8am till 5pm daily~~!!8pm till 10pm for tues, wednes n thursdays~~man~~!!it's like marathons of classes~~!!but well, assistant medical officer is juz a rank lower than the doctors, means dat we hav to hav skill, knowledge n attitude much more higher than other paramedic professionals~dats what i kept inside my mind so dat i wont get pissed off with such a harsh classes n trainings~~!!

while i am in the classes, i found dat i am in a deep dilemma : my body is in the classses, listening to the lectures, do my responsibilities as a student n a bureau of audio n visual, skill lab (where A.M.O trainees learn the practical hands bout medical procedures, etiques, skills n etc), n a commitee of the class n one of my clubs (skill lab club) ; but, my mind, my soul, my thoughts was in my home back in KL~it is still roaming throughout the city, still hanging out everywhere i lov to go, still take a ride on the monorel, ktm, lrt n buses~my gosy~~!!i miss my home~~!!how on earth can i possibly do stuff here in my college, giv full attention n focus if i cant get my soul back~~!!!

bout love, now im currently in a deep thoughts dat i really need to consider~~!!being single is really hard on me coz i apparently need someone dat i can share my probs, story out my daily activities, to chat with, to laugh with, n to pamper with~i really hope dat my heart would be strong to face wad ever the future stores for me~love aint giving me a chance to really taste the sweetness of it~i juz hopes da best for me~insyallah~~!!

now, i hav been reconnected to my mom~she is willing to giv financial support to me here in college~alhamdullilah, now i rarely hav to starve all day juz coz i dont hav a penny inside my wallet n my pocket~~~!!but, there's a prob too~~!!the LUST~~!!my lust for food is juz too great - means dat my money usage is flying high now~~!!gosy~~!!!how can i resist it~~!!here, i would like to advise n remind myself to learn how to control my expenses n finance, to save money for a harsh tomorrow n for my own stomach~~!!learn Sun~~!!u can do it~~~!!

1st week on sem2 - i ain't no caveman~~!!

now sun dh settle dgn pnempatn sun kat banglo tmpt sun tggl kat klej ni~
but ttb sun prasan sumthing is definitely wrong~~!!
there's no power source,and there's no water available~~!!sun bkn nk complain but tlg la~!im a human being n i need those things~~!!the college said dat we r within the hospital's compound n we hv no right to determine when it will be re-connected etc etc etc bla bla bla~~!!they were juz givin me bullshits~~!!
ktorg juz hv to mnd, use waters dat the maintainence department of the hospital to giv us water via water lorries~~!!we hv to grab every drop dat we can get to take a bath, n other stuff~~!!my god~~!!its harsh~~!!
sun jz nk bgtau sumthing~~!!im not a complainer but if u r in my shoes, then u'll know how damn hard it is to be a caveman like diz~~!!